Saturday, July 21, 2007

First Blog ever

well the title says it all this is my first Blog ever im gonna use this as a kinda SL journal my RL is private and will stay that way any question about my rl when not be answered no matter how simple or complex any question about rl will be met with the standard reply "i don't discuss my RL" further questions will simple be ignored if i want you to know ill tell you Mistress knows far more about my RL than anybody else in SL but even she i don't tell everything and if i don't tell her you can bet that i won't tell anyone else even AFTER pigs fly and hell freezes over...that outthe way ill begin my jurnal do not even respond to this pretend it doesn't exist just take it to heart............
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Well i guess ill start by saying i been gone a long long time with only a few far to short visits im owned by Mistress wildefire whom i dearly dearly love and who owns me completly and totally in all aspects of my Life she ..We knew each other before but came together after a very devestating personal trajedy in which i was hurt badly at the time i had anouther Mitress a wonderful woman but never had alot of time for me so me and mistress spent muh time together ..and she Dommed me and had a collar for me but since anouther was My mistress i would not call her mistress so i started calling her Momma as we became closer i started to want to give her my fulltime collar not just when we were together so i aproached my mistress..something that was very difficult as i didn't want to hurt her..and in the prosses of very clumsily trying to ask my release she say where it was going and cut to the chase and asked if i wanted to be released to be with Wildefire and i siad i did she understood and we parted friends witch meant alot to me i imediatly submitted to Mistress and have been with her ever since and never once had a second thought or regretted it ...I have seen mistress grow and change but one thing always was the same..i knew she loved me and i loved her and ill be hers as long as she wants me i have had many sisters come and go some i loved most i cared about ...and some just plain wierd lol...and i haven't always liked the trends Mistress kinks took but i loved her and i belong to her so i took them with her .. Thats one the the marks of a great Mistress and one My Mistress has...i never have to fear telling her i don't like something ..a slave like me (as oppesed to a sub) doesn't set any limits and sometimes mistress has made me do things i didn't like but she always takes innto acount my feelings before she makes her final descision...but the discion as to what i will and won't do is ultimatly hers...i know she;ll never make me do something i really really feel strongly against..cause i know im loved and will soon be back with her

now i know this was a long kinda rambling post not all will be so long this is just an introduction :)